This is it

This evening, i did not go below my previous time of 47min21sec. Instead, i did 47min45sec.

With OSIM just 2 weeks away, and time required to taper, i must admit that my enthusiasm is dying down. I don't feel as 'powerful' as i should be, my appetite is actually getting out of control (as i'm craving for more junk food).

So how? Feeling abit demoralised and not as hyped up as i should be.

What happened to all that excitement! I need to get my adrenalin back or risk wasting all the effort i've put in over the last couple of months.

Thinking of joining a gym. That might help. Core training should be good right? Desperate times call for desperate measures...