in 5 hours

I should be asleep but i can't. I gotta be up in 5 hours to prepare for the 12km run later. I have half the mind to just skip it. Main reason being travelling and logistics will be such a chore. I've lost my motivation to race.

This is bad. It was a good week leading up til this weekend until last night. I realise now how far away i am from what i was over a year ago.

But life is too short for regrets and for wasting more time. I gotta make up my mind, put on my shoes and run with it.

Away from all the distractions and all the futile efforts that i know will eventually amount to nothing. Time to run along.