I Found It

Dear God, i know You have forgiven me for these emotions. But i absolutely am not regretting them right now..

I am so wanting this feeling right now. I want to race. I need to race.

This confusion, loaded with doubt. A hint of self-pity. With a dash of remorse and helplessness. Mixed together to have a taste of helplessness and captivity...just makes me want to run, run, run.

This feeling is back, it's what drove me out of immobility, overcoming the inertia and into consistency.

I have the tools i need now - the images of the past and future. Images to make my present stronger.

I found it again, and i'm going to ride it harder than ever before.