Still shaky

My time's really divided on work and training. Sucks then when i'm done, nobody else is free or it's too late. But it's something i said i would do and i'm sticking to it. Also sticking to my decision made last week and so far so good. Doesn't feel entirely OK, and i don't expect everything to be a bed of roses, but at least there's a clear direction and i'm moving towards that. Definitely not worth my emotions and energy thinking too much about everything, but just keep my focus on the things that do! And for now, it's my last chance to pass my IPPT next week so i can focus on endurance training for the marathon and ironman!